I am the Walrus

MONTY, A WORLD OF ART, STYLE, AND OBSESSIONS

I am Monty, a 20-year-old trans artist and cosplayer who fully intends to return to that creative habit, pouring most of my energy into digital art, even through traditional drawing still lingers in the back of my mind as something I might reconnect with. My identity ties closely into a gothic aesthetic that shows through in how I present myself, though I also feel a growing pull toward lolita fashion, the Japanese style that carries elegance and intention despite how misunderstood and misused the term has become, something that genuinely frustrates me I find comfort and expression through cutecore, angelcore, and webcore aesthetics, blending softness and nostalgia with my darker style, while makeup serves as a personal ritual where skill matters less than feeling comfortable and confident in my own skin. My love for The Beatles runs incredibly deep, especially their 1960s era, inspiring not only my music taste but also how I want to build my collection and shape my appearance, surrounding myself with pieces that reflect that time Hair dye comes and goes with my energy levels, and although I sometimes let it fade out of laziness, I always plan to return to it, especially now the pink has completely disappeared. Seeing the Fab Four tribute on March 13 meant everything to me, especially dressing up as my husband, Ringo Starr, and experiencing the moment he noticed me (someone that was playing as Ringo Starr), a memory filled with excitement even if my screaming might have overwhelmed others around me I hold deep appreciation for my best friends, my friends, and my online connections, valuing every one of them more than I can easily put into words. My room filled with posters, some needing replacement after wear and tear, alongside my growing collection that includes Oscar Isaac items, especially my life-size cardboard cuteout that I take great pride in, with plans to eventually own one fo each Beatle I embrace my love for horror and fictional gore while drawing a clear line away from anything real, and I hold a strong curiosity for banned films and the history behind them. At home, my two dogs bring comfort, and ASMR plays a constant role in my routine, especially sounds like back scratching, while I tend to avoid rambling and mouths sounds in favour of something more soothing and controlled

A SHIFT TOWARD THE FAB FOUR

For this account, I find myself considering a shift in focus toward the members of The Beatles, moving away from my earlier emphasis on Oscar Isaac and the character he has portrayed, this change reflects a natural evoltuion in my interests rather than a complete departure, as mt appreciation for him remains present while my attentio and inspiration currently gravitate more toward the Fab Four and the era surrounding them Whether I fully transition the account's theme or maintain it's original direction remains uncertain, depending on how my interests continue to develop over time, yet the pull toward The Beatles feels strong in this moment, shaping how I want to express myself creatively, visually, and conceptually within this space

DNI - BOUNDARIES YOU DO NOT CROSS

Boundaries matter here, and I enfore mine without hesitation, if anyone crosses them, I will block you immediately, with no apologies, no warnings, and no second chances, basic respect takes little effort, and choosing to ignore that speaks volumes Do not interact if you hold racist beliefs or engage in any form of discrimination, if you participate in or defend predatory behaviour such as pedophilia, "age is just a number" rhetoric, or anything that ignores the fact that minors cannot consent, or if you support or engage in bestiality in any capacity, as animals cannot consent either. Stay away if you involve yourslef in raceplay, fethishize cultures or identities, or reduce people to harmful stereotypes for your own gratification This space also has zero tolerance for those who align with harmful ideologies such as "all lives matter" rhetoric used to silence important conversations, or who support serial killers, glorify violence, or consume real-life gore content in a way that disrespects victims, because those lives mattered and deserved dignity, not exploitation or mockery Do not interact if you consistently bring negativity, harassment, or cruelty, including being openly rude, acting like an edgelord for attention, body-shaming others, or behaving in ways that aim to tear people down rather than uplift or respect them. People deserve to exist without being sexualizedm objectified, or turned into someone else's fetish, so if you engage in that behaviour, you are not welcome here This also extends to supporting known harmful or abusive figures without accountability, dismissing others' boundaries, invalidating identities, or creating an unsafe enviornment in any form, this space centers respect, safety, and genuine connection, and anyone who disrupts that will be removed without hesitation

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